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| Wonderful pic I found on FaceBook |
7:37
am Tuesday February 19
My cat Cupcake is
sleeping on my scanner…
Cupcake is
sleeping on my scanner right next to the computer. Recently she has liked being
closer to me which is a huge treat for me.
Sometimes she
sleeps on my legs at night now, and now for first time she is sleeping on
scanner right next to computer.
I love being
close to Cupcake. I never thought it would happen. I am always close with
Priscilla (her mother) but Cupcake is a scaredy cat and runs away from me.
It took her 2
years to warm up to me, it is brand new that she likes being close to me. But
it makes it so very special. Like a wild
animal in the woods being willing to be your friend. It feels like a miracle.
All is well,
but my life still feels odd. This incredible oddness came in after Christmas
and I don’t know now if it will ever go completely away.
This past
week it has been feeling normal again, but I don’t think it is a “return to
normal.” I think some of the oddness of the oddness is wearing off. I must be
getting used to the oddness.
And of course
eventually I guess the oddness will become normal. After all isn’t normal
whatever you are used to.
I still wake
up now every morning feeling my life is totally and completely odd. I don’t
know where I am I don’t know what I’m doing. But then I make my coffee, feed
the kitties, start the day, and it is my life, so I just go along with it.
Nothing seems
wrong about it, just that it feels odd and is filled with the unknown. By
unknown I mean I don’t know anything.
It is a very
pretty morning and the birds are up and about. I woke up at sunrise. And it was
beautiful stepping into my backyard and seeing the very first of the light in
that huge dark sky. It was beautiful. And I even saw one star.
The desert sky is so huge and the start of the light was thrilling.
What today will bring I have no idea. Each day does seem like a major
adventure. Whatever it brings seems to be full of surprises for me.
I love you
Annie
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