Anne's altered state

photo by Salem Abodbos in Libya
posted by him on FaceBook the other day, I love it!

Tuesday April 2 2013

(My email the evening before)

LOL I feel like I am in an altered state

It is the second day of it

Yesterday was downbeat

Today is upbeat

but both days are altered state

It feels so odd

(Peggy) Soooooo what is the altered state like?

You are good at description. Give us a bit in words

LOL I am up at 2 AM

O Peggy I wish I could describe what it feels like. LOL it's a little like on a much much smaller scale that huge transition I went thru in February.

That was like falling down a huge deep rabbit hole. This is just a small rabbit hole. So I seem to be moving thru it much more quickly.

I do not enjoy it one bit, but it seems to be what happens to me each time a packet of the faster frequency energy arrives on our planet. The day before it arrives, I am hungry all day and eat all day long.

Then the next day usually is 3 things: Fatigue, tummy ache, thirsty. Perhaps that is when the body is adapting to the much faster frequency.

I don't usually notice its effect on me mentally and emotionally. But maybe they too have to adapt to the much faster frequency. 

Easter Sunday the first day of it for me, I can only describe its mental effect as a drag. I dragged myself all thru Sunday. I kept wanting to rise up into happiness but I could not get a lift.

Then yesterday morning (Monday) my energy did return. My spirits rose again, optimism returned, but everything felt altered. Nothing seemed regular and familiar. It didn't seem normal.

Plus unexpected things kept happening. Both good and bad. They came out of nowhere in the blink of an eye.

But I seemed to move thru the emotions very fast.

For instance yesterday morning I decided to post on our big group thread about the magazine editing Cheryl's article. I did it to protect Cheryl. So when her article came out they would all be well disposed to her. Give her the benefit of the doubt. Be on her side. Instead of critical. Rally round her and support her.

But instant I posted it someone instantly copied it and sent it to Cheryl.

It upset Cheryl terribly because of course she wants a harmonious relationship with the magazine. She thought I was causing trouble for her.

I had had a good relationship with Cheryl till that instant, but now I knew she would withdraw her love and no longer trust me.

It ended our friendship.

It all happened so fast and came as such a shock and it upset me very much at first. But that is the upside of the faster frequency energy. Booboo in tummy is no fun, but when you are knocked off balance, you can get your balance back so fast.

It's odd to say this but I think now that we are in 4th Dimension and moving at warp speed to 5th Dimension, suffering seems to be impossible. There are shocks, you are knocked off balance, but in such a short space of time you get your balance back. 

And support comes from surprising places in surprising ways. After I got back from swimming I found a private email from Vanessa. Who said she had wanted to post on the big thread "Who squealed?"

In one instant she had understood everything which happened and was on my side.

Her support was invaluable to me and changed everything.

That's another aspect of this "thing." Dramas happen to you. They come out of the blue and are totally unexpected. It's not that you're insulated from them, but one teeny tiny part of your mind is not totally involved in them. You experience it all, but some teeny weeny part of your mind does not get swept away by it.

None of this describes the altered state I have been in for past 2 days which I am not enjoying one bit, but gives you some idea of all the changes around it.

I was up for hours in middle of night and wrote you this then, now it is morning, I am feeling more normal. What a pleasure to feel normal again! I wish you all a wonderful Tuesday.

I love you

Annie