Window by Marc Chagall |
Thursday July 18 day before Layla's birthday
It really
is a nice morning in Tucson
today. There must be a cloud over the sun because I am looking out at cool
shaded world. Which is huge treat in midst of a desert summer.
Plus lovely
breezes are blowing. How nice to wake up to cool lovely morning. Of course as
the sun rises higher in the sky (it is still so early) it will bring the big
heat. But right now is delightful.
The
breezes are bringing me so much optimism. It is something I only noticed
recently.
During
those 2 weeks when my spirits just would not go back up (they went back up 2
days ago, which is sure a godsend) -- I remember lying on my bed searching my
mind for a place with hope.
And when I didn't find any I would say "I give
up." And exactly at that point a tiny breeze would come in my open window
and waft all over me.
It must
have been a miracle breeze because our air was hot and unmoving.
But the
instant it did, it comforted and reassured me.
I knew it
was a message or an omen. It was trying to help me. And it did.
I wish
you all a lovely day
Love, Annie